Drug use

You've already admitted that you are still using marijuana, just one week
before you claimed to have quit it.  One week without a drug does not
constitute have "quit".  It usually takes about 6 months for a person to be
clean before they can really say they don't use it anymore.  So, unless
it's been more than 6 months, you're speaking prematurely.

Furthermore, since I've caught you lying about so many things, then you
simply claiming you've quit means nothing.  Let's proceed based on your
actions, rather than your words.  If you HAD quit, then you would WANT to
prove it with a drug test so you could rub my face in it (because that's
the type of person you are - shall I bring up your many emails where you
try to rub my face in things, to support that statement?).  The fact that
you got so defensive and aggressive when you realized that I would actually
be able to follow through on the drug test, is suggestive of deflection.  A
technique that might work with you and the people you associate with - but
not with people who know a bit about psychology.  It was the over-reacting
and over-compensating that gave you away.

On the question of meth use: it is a statistical fact that people who use
meth (or any drug, for that matter) generally associate with other people
who use that same drug.  Otherwise, it causes too many complications and
conflicts in the relationship.  The fact that you were living with
Kristopher and defending him for so long supports the belief that you were
also using meth.  Your irrational behavior and tendency to over-react to
things; your inconsistent sleep patterns; your tendency to make outrageous
claims and excuses; always blaming others for your problems; your attitude
that people MUST believe whatever you say, no matter how unfathomable;
these are all very common characteristics of meth users.

Anyway, the proof is in the pudding, as they say.  When you thought that
only a court could arrange a drug test you confidently agreed to my
request.  When you found out that was not so, you became belligerent and
refused - under the auspices of not owing me anything.  That's rich.  Meth
users always believe that no matter how obvious they're being and how
ridiculous their claims are, everyone else will see them as completely
credible and normal.

Just keep doing what you're doing.  That's really all I can hope for.

Good day, then.
Fox